Today was supposed to be Day 2. And it was, just not the kind of Day 2 I was looking for.
I decided yesterday at noon was going to be the beginning. I wrote it in notebooks, put an alarm on my phone, and had all good intentions. The rest of yesterday went fine, even though I had to work until about 11:00 pm (I'm an office worker, and even though I'm always more than 9-5 (more like 8-7), a night that late was unusual. At least it's supposed to be.
So cut to today. Packed my lunch, had all plans to be healthy, but I woke up late (overslept due to getting to bed at 1 this morning) and while the beginning of the day was fine, I broke in the evening, as I found I would likely be at work until 11 again. [As I write this, it's 10:45, and I'm waiting for someone else to finish work so the rest of my team can finish theirs].
The evening was a disaster. Hungry from the day, and having expected to be home and potentially exercising in the evening, access to the dinner I had brought in for the team just threw me off. *sigh*
So, here I am - no exercise today; eating too much; intensely stressed once again, and facing another 9 days of long days. I have just about had enough - it's time to change.
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